The girl did not understand people.
The girl was absolutely confused after going to a new place.
Words were found to be completely empty.
Lies were small talk and expected from you. Anything other than the expected and favoured lie would be reciprocated with a rather negative reaction.
The girl did not understand people.
The girl was absolutely confused after going to a new place.
Hypocrisy was the norm.
People say many empty things:
A girl without make-up is the prettiest girl.
Yet you always see that the girls who put on makeup are more likely to find a boyfriend.
Only friends that insult you with swear words are your best friends.
Yet one too many times has it been heard that they were seriously insulting each other.
"You did so good!"
Yet what they actually think in their minds are completely different.
The girl was particularly upset with the question, "How are you?"
It is the most empty greeting you can give someone.
The girl never understood why people asked that question, especially since most people who ask that are unconcerned with the other individual's life in the first place.
Even more impressively, the girl once experienced a time where when she replied she was having a bad day, the person who asked her the question just said, "Oh, good! I'm glad to hear you're alright."
The girl struggles to accept this fact.
The girl struggles to understand.
However, the girl has no choice but to conform to this. For she lives in an area where this is the norm.
The girl is upset.
The girl wonders why she cannot make friends as easily.
The girl watches as her friends left and right are all treated nicer then she is when she talks to others.
The girl is fat.
The girl is undesirable.
The girl is scary.
The girl is blunt.
The girl is unpopular.
The girl is ugly.
The girl is not funny.
The girl is intimidating.
The girl longs to be slimmer.
The girl longs to be desired.
The girl longs to be less scary.
The girl longs to be more delicate.
The girl longs to be popular. (Or at least liked by close friends, which seems far)
The girl longs to be pretty.
The girl longs to be funny.
The girl longs to be more approachable.
The girl has tried in some of these aspects but to no avail.
The girl is quickly losing hope.
Recently, the girl has realised that often, hard work/effort does not promise success.
The girl has recently realised that her goals or wishes are harder and harder to obtain.
This girl thus remains demoralized, fearful, exasperated, anguished, anxious, frustrated and saddened.
