Saturday, October 11, 2014

Never good enough

As usual, my father is criticizing me about how I'm stupid and lazy once again.

Do you know that I spend like basically 4-6 hours on homework everyday? (Estimate but still) He was like "You spend too much time eating." Well excuse me for eating fruits.

IDK like I need a break sometimes. And like my brother literally spends alot of his time playing games/watching videos. I basically never do stuff like that. I only read some manga only. And like I spend so much more of my time studying and he says I never study. That I'm always on twitter. Do you know that I'm basically not replying people on time lately? Just cos I can't afford to.

And I'm sorry I can't do better on tests. I mean I'm trying, and for the SAT I even did practice. And you know what you say? "Practicing with no results is like not practicing at all." Good, then I don't practice at all can already lor. I mean, I'm doing this because I want to get in. Not because of some other reason that I don't even know is what. I'm trying my best and I just really hope that my scores will improve. This is my last chance and I just hope to do better since I actually practiced. May God bless me and watch over me as I take the test tomorrow. Wish me luck.

Trudging along,
Sherlyn