To my dearest: 6 Care

Hey 6 Care!

Haha, yes we started our classes together in the year 2009. TBH, at first I wanted to go to 5/4 due to certain reasons. That was kinda the only reason I actually chose Higher Chinese. Then it was like I was pretty nooby and didn't understand the system so I just chose it. Then I was told I was in 6/1. Only THEN i realised I was in first class and stuff. Then it was kinda weird in a sense cos it was like p5 and most of us knew each other and stuff. However there were still some who didn't know each other. ^^

But as time went by we started to know each other better and stuff. The thing that I think brought our class to so called expand our friendship was the p5 camp. :) HAHA. We all split up into different camps. In my camp was camp 12 i think and from our class I went with Keane and goldfish. HAHA LEMME TAKE THIS CHANCE TO SAY THAT IN THAT CAMP IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I HEARD KEANE SPEAK. XD TBH, I think after that time I had never really heard him speak again. ^^ HAHA. Anyway, then the next time was when the H1N1 epidemic then we had to separate into register numbers.

Haha ok i would like to thank jiaying, larry, serene, xingyi, goldfish for all the fun we had. We all had fun talking all the crap and stuff. XD Oh and JY, you must be more chill when getting results eh!! Haha, then yong khang would've to come over and scold us for being noisy. Well, we were. XD

I'm sure everyone remembers the crazy hw and chionging we did. Like the chao xie fan wen and the crazy 120+ lead assignments. And all the teachers stressing our class for the best results cos of PSLE. And the crazy amount of 'class observations' and stuff.

Anyway, ever since I left RSS, I have missed 6 care the most. I miss all the epic times our class spent together, all the fun we've had and all the memories we've made. Our class really made history I would say. Cos of all the awesome people we have in our class.

I will never forget the crazy times sitting with Jin An, Grace and James respectively. Haha. ^^ They were all awesome table partners, though a certain 2 of them were crazy and sometimes made me feel hurt. HAHA. But as we think back now, I still treasure them. :)

The times when we were supposed to the Travel Fair. Together with Qianhui, Vivien, Samantha and Xing Yi. :) Where we declared Qianhui as Ms High as well. XD

When we went to little India.

The times when we were writing the twisted fairytales, with Wenxin (pig o waffle) and Fang Geok (pig o diesel) and me (pig o shellfish). It was really fun.

The class party.

The trip to the zoo. (my group people probably understand what i mean by the juniors were damn irritating especially one of them XD)

And for the few of you who were there and remember the times, in the mornings when we went to class we would find really random things in the classroom. Like that fuzzy green caterpillar that was hanging randomly on someone's table, the lizard, and Darren's freakishly high temperatures. <-- (sad life he keep hafta go GO for no reason LOL)

Oh and I hafta mention this. Isabella's accent!!! :D HAHAA. And Kelvin's sick books. LOL.

Anyway, I also have one thing I must say. PLEASE PEOPLE. You must really chill when getting results. I know it may not reach your expectations and stuff but please don't hurt yourself over it! Seriously! Maybe you might cry but don't hurt yourselves over it ok? Your well-being is very important!!

Lastly, I hope all of you will be successful in life and have good health! And for now, be able to do well and have a great teen life. I wish that all of you who are feeling immensely stress now due to miscellaneous reasons to be able to feel better soon.

I hope all of you loved and enjoyed our time together as much as I have. :)

Smiles,
Sherlyn

Long live all the magic we made.


And here's our class songs. ;)

Enjoy. :)

WAHAHAHA

Hey guys. Now I'm gonna start on my blog dedications to ppl in large groups cos I really can't be addressing every single one of you guys. >.< I'm sorry. So I will be writing to an overall class and stuff cos I will be taking a long time to type even for the people I'm gonna write to. Ok anyway... Firstly I hafta say that I will take some time cos I usually take hours to write one dedication. Haha sorry but I put in a lotta thought into what I write. XD Ok after this post I shall begin my dedications!

*BTW guys, I am having some business this weeks so the posts might be long but I assure you the will come soon! I think I'll finish all dedications by July. Ok! Let the writing begin...

Map. No I'm not dora.

For the curious souls. This is a badly drawn, badly illustrated and badly orientated map of my school. It is not drawn to scale. Find X. JKJK. XD Anyway, this is really a very big school. x.x Enjoy my bad memory and mapping skills.

Ok byee. :)
Sherlyn

The completed girl. :D

Okie this is gonna be a super short post. It is basically my finished drawing of the girl that i did that time. To be honest I think it is awesome. XD 100% self drawn. ;)


From this...

To this. :)




















See ya guys soon! :D

Sad again.

Ok. I'm sad again.

I'm like super sad now. Cos everytime I hear my father talking about the future, he seems to have 0% intention of returning to Singapore. Even if it is for visiting. Yes, I know Singapore is a really expensive place and stuff and that it is very far away and stuff. But the way he says it seems to show 0% interest in going back and stuff. And I'm here like, "..." Today he was just saying about being a citizen here and stuff. TBH, I dun wan be a citizen here. I'm proud to be a Singaporean.

I am officially pissed. He keep thinking america so great and stuff and how life is better here. Ok. Maybe I don't know about this from a financial point of view. But saying that what's so good about being a Singaporean and stuff? I don't think so. Singapore is unique and awesome in it's own way. Stop saying bad stuff about it. I love the country and it is not for you as a original citizen to criticise. I don't appreciate it.

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And i think I'm super delusional. My parents one day told me that I was taking the change in life here very easily and well. Then I was like, WTH? This is like super untrue.

Ok, story time. I was like in school in one of which I may say my worst days.
In my day, the first lesson I had was Teen Leadership and stuff. Then like we were assigned this project. I personally felt that some planning was needed for the project. We were given like 3 lessons to plan. Which was a super much waste of time. We practically had 3 lessons of at least 30 mins to plan. AT LEAST. But my group never do anything. They only sometimes say a bit. And the only thing they discussed was what to bring to feed the class people. Then is like they never do anything. Then I asked a few times so what are we gonna do? Then there was this one guy who said, "Hey. This is America. We don't DO our homework. We procrastinate. " Then they went on to go talk about how they procrastinate and then continue with somemore shit they were talking about. Then I was so pissed. But you cannot expect me to yell at them. I was like new, and they were all so close to each other and stuff so it was impossible to do anything. Wanna know the best thing? On the actual day, someone forgot something important. Then we had to improvise. Which was shitty but we still got 90 cos the teacher said we did good in improvising which I found like damn shit. It was all so slack and stuff. I take my grades seriously and this is like an insult and shit. Just plain crap and shit.

2nd period next right, the teacher say the next project was to go do on a relative who fought in WW2. I was like bitch please SG no one fight. Unless you are indian maybe but you are most likely dead. Plus I already asked this question before. And I confirmed I don't have. Then I told my teacher that. Then she bitch go ask me go home to ask around and stuff. Then I was like okfine lah. Damn you. Already told you liao. Then after I asked right, I dunno why but everyone in class was staring at me. Like piercing stares. Then i was like damn awkward shit. Then on that day, I went home and after telling the whole story to my mother I cried. It was the first time i felt so happy that my mom was there to listen to me rant. I like just broke down and stuff. Cannot stop. Then my mother was like very 心痛。Was touched lah me. :)

Ok end of story. Then continuing what I said, I'm now practically like desperate. I get happy like super happy over a single mention, an sms or a dm. I have like a super lonely life now. So what do I do? I think what I do is drown myself in manga and thoughts and shows. There is nothing else I can do. In SG at least I drown myself in CCA and HW which isn't that bad either. But I realised that I practically do nothing in life now. I simply keep myself happy by reading manga and seeing how OTHER people's life goes and feel happy and sad or even angry for them. I'm such a forever alone.




If you can see what I mean.

But I find myself pathetic lah. Serious. My life is although so called peaceful, it is seriously bland.
Not that I'm asking for an eventful life, but just that as I said, humans are greedy and when I see other people with better lives, I would obviously be jealous.

But in the category of "control freak parents" I probably am part of the top lists. -_-

Ok anyway, since I'm so manga obsessed, I shall just reveal that i'm currently reading the old ones that i have been reading such as bleach, katekyo hitman reborn, beelzebub, nisekoi, watashi ni xx shinasai, kaichou wa maid sama and orange marmalade when they are updated i think. Then I am reading One Piece and Good Morning Call now. Just finished Cat Street and i think I gave up on Kare Kano maybe?? Yeah i think so. HAHA.

Anyway, I shall wallow in my self-pity and depression.

Negativity overflow. Don't read if you don't want to.

Hi guys. Well dun mean to spoil the mood but I'm in the mood for emo stuff now so let's get emo ppl! Haha... Anyway...
First and foremost, thank you to all the people who have been sad about my leaving and for those who posted about it on their blogs as well. I appreciated the messages. :)
Well, to the majority, I would like to say something similar to the overall.

Well guys, I know losing a friends is hard. But you must also remember that I somehow got it much much worse. I lost every single one of you. I lost my relatives. I lost the place where I lived my childhood. I lost the year I was looking foward to so much. I lost all my classes. I lost my school. I lost my CCA. I lost almost everything. Yes I know it is not as serious as like everyone died or something but the impact was still as painful and hard. I've been having a hard time adapting to life here. I don't like it here. I know many of you would've come up to me and say that it is good and lucky of me to go overseas. But I don't like it at all.

I have always felt that I lacked everything that you guys usually had but had anything you guys didn't in a way. I didn't have any social network websites while you guys had it all. But I had more games than many of you. I had a chance to go many countries, my childhood was bland compared to yours. I guess it's what they call give and take. I would thankfully give it all away. I usually have a cheerful and happy diposition in school cos I have you guys to talk to and stuff and my mind is away from things like that. But only the close people understand what I truly go through. As some might remember, my only communication in the past was msn. Then one day my father deleted it away. I was so sad and angry that the next day when I went to school, I cried. I broke down. (PS koko i will never forget how you comforted me together with qianhui, zhangnian, gerilynn and isabel.) Most of yall would've just went and curse and swear and find another way to do something about it. Or something...

In primary school, when people started to go shopping and playing at each other's houses and stuff right? At the start people invited me, but every single time I had to turn them down. Every time was like a stab in the heart. I was so helpless and out of options. Soon... no one ever asked me to anymore. It was the same for secondary school. Until now I still am unable to do anything. In fact I would dare say it has gotten worse now. I officially have lost all freedom.

I am really very lonely now. Because of many reasons. I don't expect or ask any of yall to make any changes in this aspect. This is expected and unevitable. I know it myself very well. I have tried to prepare myself and to try to accept it but nonetheless it is still painful. As everyone goes on with their own lives, I grow more distant to everyone. Because we all have different situations and things, we have lesser to talk about. We have lesser time for each other. We hardly have chances. Everyone will definitely be busy with their own lives. As such, we definitely grow more distant with each other as time continues to tick by. And soon, we will be unable to do anything about it. We shall be as close as acquantainces.

In school now, I hardly am able to mingle around cos I find it really hard to say anything. Everyone just craps about small talk. Even if they were saying something OTHER than small talk, it would be a topic which I have no knowledge about. They like to talk about hot guys and elves and whores and skanks. But that's just not me. I don't understand it, I don't like it. Sure you may tell me to get used to it and find people who you can actually talk to. How easy do you think that is? Furthermore, practically everyone has friends already cos it's the end of the year. Thus, now when I go to school, i practically can spend the whole half day saying nothing. From 8 plus to 12-1 plus. Not saying anything/very little. This is not an exaggeration. That's why when I reach lunch time, my voice sounds raspy cos I haven't been using it all. It is indeed convenient as you don't need to say anything, but the loneliness lingers as it continues. The people here are 'friendly' in terms of when they are strangers with you and stuff. But they won't be that close in terms of friends. Unless yall are really VERY close and stuff. They keep small-talking that it is so irritating. They keep asking me, "How's your day/weekend/week?" I'm like damn pissed. Should I just go ahead and tell you I'm having a terrible time? The answer you want is probably, "I'm fine." or something right? Then don't ask.

I know I'm being negative here but I really miss you guys like hell. That day I was like thinking of life back then then i was like when I go back, Imma gonna hug everyone, boys and girls alike. Then while thinking, I started crying. Cos I was like super sad. And now that I think about it, by the time i go back everyone is probably distant and we have nothing much to say. And if I still go back, I probably will have even lesser to say to you guys. I know this is all inevitable, but I just can't come to accept this.

Yes I know I'm not being realistic but I can dream can i? I wish the dreams would go forever..........

“不见棺材不流泪。”

人是没有十全十美的，每个人都有自己的缺点。人们也因此有一种罪：贪心。贪心的人总是不会珍惜自己身边已有的东西。也就因此有这个谚语：不见棺材不流泪。
我很确定，多数人应该都知道它的意思。就是像它说的，人因为不珍惜那个人，等到他死了才开始后悔。像我说的，这样理解是非常容易的。但是，那一点点的理解还是比不上轻身体验的感觉。当我们发觉身边的东西很快就会消失时，我们那时才开始珍惜它，爱护它。但我们都知道这些剩下的日子是短暂的。
这些短暂的日子到的时候已经太迟了。大家都知道。

当我们发现我们的日子已经剩下不够时间的时候，我们才开始珍惜身边的东西和发生的事情。全部都好像变得越来越清楚，越来越重要。可是到时候，已经太迟了。

从这个经验，我只能不停的劝大家，我知道这是一件非常难的事，因为人们会不停的想要新的东西，要更多更好的东西和经验。但是，在那个过程中，不要忘记停下脚步，再一次看看周围，把它收进记忆里，不管是好是坏，当你回想起那些一起度过的时光，什么记忆都会是那么的明亮，那么地美丽。不要等到无法回去的地步才开始后悔。


Don't mind my sucky chinese... paiseh. I very long never use already... :(

About here: Part 2- School

HIIII.

Haha I'm back. Just now I was like thinking of a new font to change. But end up I still stuck to my original one lol. But i did change my blogskin. :D It's bleach this time. :)) Speaking about bleach hor... I personally feel it's slipping. :/ But as a dedicated fan I shall see it to the end. LOL. X) I am already pissed with Bakuman cos the ending was super sucky. :< There was hardly a conclusion at all. Nothing actually happened. THERE WAS NO FUTURE SHOWN. HEEYYYYYY WHYYYYY. ARGHH. Haha, nvm already. -.- Haizz. 

Hey I hope all of yall are doing well or ok. Jiayou wif your hw ahhh. XD 

Oh and another thing... I DUN HAVE ANY HAHAHAHAHA.

You know with this, i shall continue my story. :)

School. Well every Singapore student knows it is hell and no fun. I mean it's kinda ridiculous in a sense. End of year and still have hw. Fine if you say you dunwan our brain go stupid or what but I mean giving so much hw is not ok. >:( SERIOUSLY. Then worse is last year they ask us to go do then go change our classes then waste all our time. -_- Piss. 

Over here right, they dun give any INTENTIONAL extra hw one. You know in SG, on friday right, AT LEAST 1 OF YOUR TEACHERS WILL SAY THIS. 

"Ok since it's Friday, I'm gonna give you *names large amt of hw* to do over the weekends when you have more time."

THISS. KILLS EVERYONE. Any SG student can understand this pain. 

Over here right, this is what you'll here every teacher say mostly. 

*End of lesson* "You guys enjoy your weekend!" 

0 HW given.

0_0 right?

I was like whut. I mean like over here even their daily hw is quite little eh. But the only diff is that here their school end later but start later as well. Our school here starts at 8+ end at 3+. Around there. Is 7 hours. SG is like... around the same i think. But must remember that in SG we still have CCA. Here dun have. CCA those type of thing is part of the curriculum. Over here the lessons are interesting one. I'll just list the stuff that I can remember.

Languages: English 1-4 (compulsary), Spanish, French, Russian, Chinese.

Maths: Algebra 1 & 2, Geometry and Pre-Calculus

Social Studies: World Geography, World History, US history and another history i forgot.

Sciences: Chemistry, Biology, Physics, Health Science, Astronomy Science, Environmental science.

PE: PE, Dance, Baseball, Softball, Cross Country, Swimming, Basketball, Cheerleading, Golf, Soccer, Football.

Art: Art 1 and so on. Art-Ceramics, Art-Painting, Art-Drawing, Computer animation.

Music: A few types of band-forgot how many and types cos got a few, choir.

Others: Debate, agriculture studies, psychology, nursing, small animals studies (something like that basically) Com apps (speech class), teen leadership, an air force uniform group (not like SG one), marines. 

There are many more that I still don't know of yet. But basically there are ALOT of classes serious. Then you are to choose 8 and you'll have 4 out of 8 of these classes every 2 days for a friggin 1 and half hour every lesson. CAN DIE YOU KNOW. Plus the teachers here they like very exaggerated and slacky. Like in my primary school RSS, we have like 1/2 hour lessons. We sometimes even come late for class sometimes. But we will definitely still have lessons. Over here hor, there was this time when we had 25 min classes. But we would deifinitely have exactly 25 min cos we cannot be late and thing lah. The teacher told the class:

"Since there's only 25 mins, you guys can do whatever you want as long as it is not too noisy." *walks away*

I'm like wth. I have so much free time in school that I have to bring something to entertain me. And now that I have internet in school as well, I practically can play a lot of things in school liao. Like wts. Serious. Then actually the rules say cannot one but the school like nvm liddat. 

In AHS when your teacher say you cannot use phone correct, if you are caught your sim card will be confiscated and then you have to live one week without it and then get your parents to get it back for you. (If I remember correct.) But over here is at most your teacher confiscate for that one lesson then no more liao. They'll return you in that lesson. Then i'm like... lucky. -_- BTW, here i shall list out a few things over here can one although it's kinda against the rules.

Phones can be used in class.

For clothes:

• too revealing clothes, some ppl wear but teacher dun care
• tank tops
• hats
• never wear shoes
• heels
• shorts over mid thigh
• short skirts (i forgot if it must be knee length)

 Bringing games.

They also eat in class. I'm not sure if this is against the rules but I think it is. 

Then over here they also can just walk around in class and stuff one. Over here the class damn good one haha. Actually now that I think about it, we should do something like this in class. Here in the classes they will have a tissue box and there will be stationery for you plus a sharpener. So here it is possible to bring nothing to school. No joke. Some people do that.

Then is like over here dying hair is also fine and stuff. Then in SG we can't even eat sweet in class lor. Eat liao then asked to spit out. Here gum also nvm lor. But is like I would say the people are kinda ungrateful. Cos they already have such good ammenities and stuff and they still want more. Is like in SG, we have summer-like weather 24/7, 365 days, and all we want is aircon and it ALREADY cannot be done. Over here hor, all classrooms aircon, ammenities all very good, they say, "We don't have a barn, why the other school have only?" (yes it is translated to singlish style XD) I was like kinda :/ cos it is greedy i would say. Considering stuff and things. And they over here the people also complain abt their lunches. THEY ARE REALLY GOOD LEH. PLEASE. They have one place that will be creations like you can choose what you want like for spaggetti or like nachos or burritos. Like you create them. Then got a place that sell thing like subway liddat one. A snack bar, a salad bar and all that. It is awesome please. But yes I still love the food in AHS and RSS. HAHA. NOAH AND THE WESTERN FOOD STALL LOL. Only zhangnian, noah and caleen will understand. XD Anyway, this is all so far and I'll continue soon again. :D 

Seeya!

Smiles,

Sherlyn :)

About here: Part 1- The journey here.

HEYA PEEPO.
Ok before I start dedications... Imma gonna write on stuff that's happening here first. :)
Haha yes I'm making yall wait alot. Paiseh lah. ;) Hehe. I will within this month at least write a few.
**This blog post will simply be personal opinions and no racist or biasness is intended.**

Ok firstly, I'm sure alot of you will be asking whether I have accent anot. Haha the thing is that I can fake their accent instinctively when they talk to me. I was quite proud and happy about this cos right, on the first day I listen for one day liao, then I can already ALMOST BUT MOSTLY speak exactly the same liao haha. Basically they just have a certain tune and like ups and downs and style when they speak. It is still essentially proper english. But they still have their language slangs like how they use skanks and stuff. But I'm not exactly sure what they are cos I thought is just use in daily life one lol. XD

Ok, then... It is the address thing. Alot of yall have asked me for address and stuff but my address is not confirmed yet so maybe hafta wait. BTW, for my email right, if you want please leave a message on my blog tagboard and I'll think of a way to send to you cos I dunwan ppl to spam me. :P Oh and i'm officially active on skype! :D I can now video call yall and stuff. If you dun have skype, I think you should download cos it's free anyway. :) And I also have twitter liao. My twitter is @MeLoveBleach. Haha this one put also nvm. XD Ok. Oh and my msn also can le. :) You can go to Qianhui's friends to find me i guess.

Ok now more about the trip here.
Well, when I was taking the flight, I actually took one to KOREA first. HAHA INCHEON AIRPORT. Then over there they spoke some english as well lah but damn funny sia. Then the gift shop ve-rii pre-tii. Haha then after like 1 hour I went to the next flight to San Fransisco. Cos we were gonna have like 1 week (i think) break there as a holiday. It was freaking colddd. I almost died. X.X Gahaha. Temperatures were about like 10+ degrees and stuff. Then we would usually go walking around cos the place we were at is close to a tourist attraction called fisherman's wharf. Then from there can see this prison called Alcatraz. I forgot the characteristics already so yall can google. :P But i think it's an island prison. Like all surrounded by sea. Wa that day it was like so foggy. Practically all fog on the water. Damn cool. Sorry for that one I didn't take pic. :P Then all the stuff there and things lor. The only more special thing is the San Francisco Tram!
If you dunno what it looks like, it is like this...


Haha if you observe the pic, there are ppl standing on the edge of the tram right, like at the side correct? Well, it is actually intentional. Basically in the tram there is like 2 main sections. The first is the inside. Got windows and stuff and seats and that's also where the driver is. Basically from what I saw he was just dealing with breaking and stuff. Cos according to my father, the train is environmentally friendly cos it doesn't use fuel and instead is pulled by wires or lines.  Then the second section will be the outside. The outside will have some seats, then there is also poles along the two exits and sides. Those is for ppl who either have no space or for fun wanna stand there. I was like hell no was I gonna sit or stand there. 0_0 Cos of 2 reasons, 1, if I fell off i would die, 2, it was freaking cold and standing there would be freezing when the air blow at you like shit. OH NO WAS I GONNA DO THAT. So that was the tram.

Ok then after San Francisco, we took the dunno how many hours plane to austin. That plane was small and there was no entertainment. Simply drinks and it was so small. Really. There were only 4 first class seats i think and the only diff is that the seat bigger. Furthermore it was all connected. So we could see the ppl at the first class seats. HAHA. Then i think dun have business class seats at all haha. Then i spend my time listening to ipod yay. Then got this super cute baby in front of me. He walk to our seat there leh so cutee. <3
Haha. Yeah then we reached the airport. Wanna guess what's the first thing I bought?
Well. Bottled water. HAHA. But it's damn cool one i likeee. Is those where you can suck one. A bit like Nike bottle.

Please ignore the pricing lol.

Then we go to our apartment and stuff and life goes on. Lalala. Haha feeling random now.

Ok. I shall post this first and then continue with another post. Haha enjoy my chain of posts. :)

Smiles,
Sherlyn

Quick and short update! :)

HEY GUYS. :D This is gonna be a really short post...
Ok. I know I've said that I'm gonna write dedications and stuff, but I have no time now. Cos when I do those I do it really carefully and out in a lot of thought. So I hope that yall can wait until my summer holiday then I'll write as much as I can. :D And when you see someone's post on it, you can ask them to see it on my blog so that they'll know. Pls ah help me spread my love for everyone. LOLLL. ^^
Look foward to it, I'll do my best to be equal and stuff and I'm sorry if it's short or anything. >< Try to stay happy and stuff yeah?
Smiles,
Sherlyn ;)