A random memory again

A while back i typed this: 

Heylow it was raining yesterday. Then this led to me remembering about that time in sec1 when it was raining before PE. It's like we were going for PE which was at the Lee Kuo Chuan stadium. Then the sheltered way was super far and I'm sure most of us still don't really know the way also. So most of us ran through the rain to reach there. Then me and zhangnian were especially hyper that day so we siao, HAHA. We went and run in the rain. Like the rain so heavy then we jump around and stand there. It was my first time ever playing in the rain. It was one of the happiest moments of my life. Then after that when we had PE, we sweat so still very wet and hot (NO SICK HERE) HAHAHAH. 

And then that time when 1B had the relief cher, then we played BBall. Then we play boy VS girl then the teacher was like, "This is the first class, that play basketball like want to kill each other. Boys, they are girls, 手下留情 a bit lah!" HAHAHA. This is very funny. Anyway, this is just a memory. Won't happen again since my parents like 3m also must take umbrella. 

Bye.

Wheee

I read my meimei's blog (Gerilynn) and suddenly remember I made this note when I was in a restaurant and suddenly remember these stuff and my mom dunwan listen LOL HAHAHAHA. Anyway, I'm posting this now so many weeks later lol. Paiseh ah cos I usually dun post on itouch so i forgot. And Gerilynn, I DIDN'T FORGET U LAHH. Is just that i dun post everything. Otherwise my blog can flood while i remember everyone. But i also miss you k. I miss everyone tbvh. Well this is what I was remembering...

Haha ok hi it's 7pm here now. And I suddenly remember this epic moment. Cos i was explaining to my bro why half buddha got his name, then i remember the dizi lesson. There was this day where the teacher was late by like 1 hour or something. Then i remember our class was so epic. We were playing like crazy in class. I remembered for some reason I was doing the graph plotting for maths. Dunno is homework or i forgot to do or what but whatever haha. Then while our class was playing I also remember I think some people "escaped" if I'm not wrong. Then I think i was alone then Gerilynn came along then she offered me the headphones to listen cos as usual she was like, "Hello 姐姐." Haha. ^^ Then i was listening to Taylor Swift. It was a good day i feel. :) Haha yay. Ok bye hehe.

Some random thurs or fri a few weeks back.

Plus i was listening to Fearless, I remember. :> 

Something I want to remember so i'll post it here.

"Well let's tell you some memories that were interesting from my prefect life.

Last time, when we had recess duty, you had to leave early to go eat. Then we would always run down to the canteen to eat. And when we run, we race. Then when we come back after recess, sometimes people would ask, so who faster? XD

Then another thing is that at the GO cannot anyhow let people go in. Then I always take my job too seriously. Then we were trying to block a few people last time. Now that I think back, we actually tried to block to Prefect Heads *facepalm* And they show us and then we don't let then they scold vulgar HAHAHAHA. Ok. .__. LOL. Anyway, next person was some random dude. I dunno he go in or what but he is just a student. Then he hide all around the pillars and stuff, then the 3 of us like hide and seek liddat and things. HAHA. Then i forgot if he got in lol. Then the next one is he come like kinda late for school already. Then he is supposed to go up the stairs to the hall that's nearest to the canteen. Then this time right, is actually 4 prefects. Cos the staircase nearest to the GO there also got mah. Then that boy hor (he damn fair and his eyes damn small and he was very short) he went everywhere but that staircase. Then we kept blocking him off and stuff. Then we like keep blocking lah, shouting lah. Then when we all were like, "GO TO THE HALL." Then he run like some rocket so fast, to the correct staircase. That boy siao one. But I'm sure we were as well. 

Then another thing was that time when we were told by OM Chua to go ask these few boys at the fitness corner there to come down. Then they dunwan come down. Then one of them scratched me. Then after a while, OM Chua came and then scold them then they scared and go up. But it really hurt when they scratched. :<

And my voice must've been naturally loud, cos when I was doing duty then I kept shouting stuff like stop running and things. Then there was once when Mdm Lee came out (the the previous previous DM) and told me to be softer. XD Epic man lol.

Then there was once it rained, so the outside of the GO door frosted. Then I went and draw crazy stuff on the door. Then he told me to stop it lah but i was having so much fun I ignored him HAHAHA. And continued drawing until he joined as well. Then the door alot of spirals. XD

Then the final thing was when in the past, there were these pots of plants. I think recently they were already removed. But anyway, we found some really small super white mushrooms. Then he was telling me how the mushrooms were super poisonous and if you touch you would die in 3 days. I think they really were poisonous. But I don't think touch will die. :/ I still dunno haha. But they were very interesting. :> Then they were gone. :("

Epic remembering. Thanks. XD Anyway, this is for me to huai nian next time and hopefully I'll remember even without this. Anyway right, I shall say something. The fishball noodle shop in RSS i have the recipe for the soup. A big pot of water. Put in a few drops of black sauce. Finito. :D 

*super sarcasm* Yup! Try it at home!!!! XD

Ok bye. :D

Qianhui's dedication!

This is Qianhui's dedication! :D Sorry it took so long i really have no energy or motivation. T_T Emo all the time sighs. Anyway...

Heyo

Hi guys.

Well today I just got a pep talk from my mom and I can only say that I really don’t dislike them, cos I think my mom’s still super fair and she makes good points. *nods* Haha. Anyway, I was telling her that if this year I was bullied in school I would move back to Singapore myself. I’ve even thought of ways to survive lol. Anyway, now is confession time so I can get this off my chest. *spongebob scene when there is a purple thing on his chest literally* <-HAHA

As most of you know I’m a very critical person. Which means like like to criticize. But TBVH, this is kinda part of my personality. I actually believe in getting criticized (maybe not too rude but I’d like feedback :P) so I will know what I’ve done wrong. But anyway, I have a 大嘴巴 but I know anyway. Then she was saying I shouldn’t criticize so much and I shall do that. :> And stick to twitter or my blog to rant haha. Anyway I shall learn from my mistake. But I still think it’s a super bad habit ah. *facepalms*

But TBVH (ok yup I’m gonna rant haha) I think I siao liao but I like, ok I shall start a new topic again first haha.

As we all know people all have attitude problems and I’m not exception. I think this might be a disorder or whatever lol. Confession time and all of you may never see me the same again.

I love the feeling of being informed and the smartest. And I really love to be the top of the top. I have always done well academically and in other things as well. And is like I’m used to and forced to maintain this standard I have established. <And on an unrelated note, I have also concluded that you should let people have lower expectations of you so you won’t disappoint them as much and stuff.> So thus, I really can’t stand anything less. And being worse than others is a feeling I really can’t stand. (<-psychological problem I guess) It’s like a dominating feeling problem. But I’m guessing this is also one of the reasons why I know more stuff and things. Cos I will remember it since I want to know. And this is actualy a reason why people don’t like others. Stuck up and show-off. And TBH, I can’t stand people who show off when they don’t even have any standard. Anyway, I’m just saying how I feel about this sucky attitude of mine. I think this is a big problem and it’s gonna be hard to change it. *shakes head and sighs*

Next problem is that I like to teach people of advise people on things or even preach. Again it’s just a part of a personality. ANOTHER SHITTY PROBLEM. Then it’s like I like to tell people what to do about situations and stuff. That’s why if you’re in my group you’ll notice I always give orders and other stuff. But I would say that my plans usually never fail. –shishishishi- And I also have to stop my TBH, they come to often haha.

Then another of my troubles is that if you see those shows from America, the Asian students are usually ostracized or like bullied or ignored cos they dun like people who are smarter, and Asians are stereotyped as that. *repeats, this is in shows, from what I’ve seen* And I would say I’m precisely what they always say. And I am skipping grades. Which is even worse. And I don’t seem to be able to talk about anything they talk about. I don’t watch shows that they do (neither can I) and I don’t think I’ll know about the people in school since I’ve come for such a short time, and I also can’t talk about the online stuff and things. And apparently people who watch animes and stuff aren’t exactly that good with these stuff. Though most of my friends I have now are because of anime. Anyway, it’s still a problem. And I’m also not exactly a glam (unlike my no.3 haha) person, I’m fat, I’m ugly (even if not ugly I’m not pretty) and I have 0% fashion sense and I really don’t have the guts to wear nice clothes cos everyone KEEPS GODDAMNIT STARING. I really can’t stand it when people stare cos like I’m living my life so please leave me alone. I cannot stand it. Wear nice wear not nice all also can get stared. FINE I’M NOT WHITE. DEAL WITH IT. And I dunno if the way I talk to them is ok or what cos when I make my orders at restaurants they seem to give me a weird look. I really dunno what I’m doing right or wrong, which is a big problem.
And apparently, there are things people here don’t like, like crocs and stuff and my parents and bro dun care and thus attracting even MORE attention. I’m confused… And thus I’m really not looking forward to school and things. Ah… I have so many troubles.

Another thing was that in the past my parents used to say I must study hard for my future job and things. But the education path you take will affect your career directly. If any of you have realized, something similar actually happened in school last time. Some of you may have same experiences but I’m sure the reason is the same, even if you didn’t realize it. I’m sure most of us had CCAs in primary school, and most of us stuck to one and never changed it. That would result in us being particularly good in one aspect. Maybe some of us can play a certain instrument, or a sport. But by only being proficient in one thing, when we go to secondary school and go like, “I’ve had enough of that same CCA for 1-6 years so I want to change my CCA.” So we all auditioned, but we were unable to get what we wanted (most of us apart from you lucky people.) So this will also apply in real life. Because of the inexperience and lack of exposure to that field, you won’t get it. So this is something that will also happen in the process of having a job. I have been thinking of what in the world do I want. I have no idea what job I want because it’s hard to find something you enjoy and something that’s stable and good paying at the same time.
To get a good paying job, it’s usually never easy and requires a lot of work. Most of the time you’ll be very tired or neglect your normal life.

To get a job you like, mostly includes a lot of risks, like cause many are also independent jobs such that you set up your own company or something. And most of the times I see, when you enjoy your job, you either don’t particularly excel in it, or that it’s an easier job and thus gets paid less.

To get a stable job, you’ll have to usually either be like SUPER UBER DUPER GOOD at it or work as a profession at something. A profession is a job that requires a skill that is not easily learnt. Such as being a lawyer, doctor or accountant. But as you can see from the list it is actually all very tasking. Like exhausting and difficult.

So as you can see I’m having a lot of troubles trying to decide on something.

Well I shall end this post and say a great big thank you to my number 3, Nicole for her dedication. :> You failed to make me cry but I sure did smile. :D And I also miss you a lot. Plus right, now you know how awesome I was when I was there! *BHB* HAHAHA. Anyway, about being a Christian, I kinda believe in Christianity but I would say I don’t believe in it that much. :/ Sadly. L And please hor xiao jie, I cried like crazy and you should know I NEVER CRY. Until recently. And be careful about your asthma. Fall out if you REALLY cannot. You know the symptoms so know your limits. :O

And a final picture that I shall share haha…

Still love you guys loads. And once I can scan the stuff I shall post my dedication to Qianhui and send my squad’s dedication as well. J

Quoted from my mom.

"Don't tell me what she can do. Tell me what she cannot do. " About Dora.

AHAHAHAHHAHA

Oh and to those of you who don't know, Big Bird from sesame street is either 1 or 2 years old. Yes be mind blown now. 

Ok byee.