The festive season...

Mostly during christmas, the thing we look foward most to is the presents and christmas stuff rite?
Simple things like christmas decoration and a christmas tree is already sufficient.
My family usually doesn't have a christmas tree, so I really am excited when I see it. Maybe to you its just something there but it means alot to me.
In the past, when we were younger, we would get gifts by surprise and they would be nicely wrapped. Then really only until Christmas then we could open it.
But things started to change.
Last year, was a year I'll remember very vividly. The thing was that, my brother and me didn't really ask for anything cause we actually liked the surprise. Then we didn't ask for anything, and we didn't really get anything. For me, it was bcas I asked, this year no presents arh, then they say wat you want. I say guitar then they just buy and say this is your gift. Then my bro even better, never say that year no presents. Then he tell me he veh sad so I kinda like told my mother abt it, then she ask him wat he want. He say he wanted a lambourghini remote control car then end up cannot find. So, he just got 6 quite expensive pen ($3 at most) then that's all. AFTER CHRISTMAS.
Then this year, I just got an ice watch from them (note is them.) I know is quite expensive but then is like nont really their gift. Is just something I want. I like the fact that they actually chose the present and hope I like it and stuff. It meant quite a lot to me. Maybe I'm just a kid inside but yeah. Then my bro he only got a SHINee wallet. He doesn't really seem so affected but I'm quite.

You noe? Even CNY is nothing much to me. You know for most of the time, ppl look foward to it cos can earn money right? I usually don't get much. Like maybe $40 from each parent then no more. I always hear my friends complain that, "Aiya, this year only got $150+ (or wateva). So little." Then I'll be like, be happy. I dun get anything. You know the logic behind this? This way, we don't lose so much money. I shall make a senario...

K, my father gets $40 from his parents. My mother also. Then they give my father's parents $60 each.
They give me and my bro $20 each.
So we actually gave $120.
They gave $80.
So we lost $40. (PS, children must give parents more in a sense.)
BUT
If they took our $20s, they make up for the money they lost.
So is a gd situation.
So every CNY its like that.
How fun.
I look foward to nothing for CNY. And my parents also dun like. Hooray.

So next time dun tok to me abt the money you got. Kthxbai.
(I'm so shocked I got teary-eyed from the Christmas part. 0_0)

Wow she accomplished something very difficult.

You know there is this one manga. ONE OF THE CHARACTERS ACHIEVED SOMETHING NO CHARACTER EVER MANAGED TO ACCOMPLISHED.

There is this manga called "Akuma To Love Song". It is abt this girl, Maria, who is actually very kind and nice in her heart, but she has trouble trying to express it. She also is a little to blunt and rude thus leading people to dislike her. As a side-viewer, I feel that she is wronged and she is really nice in true fact.

K, anyway. This is a brief overview. Maria was trying to organise the choral singing thingy. Then she was trying to get her class to do it with her. The girls are VERY AGAINST her. They just don't like her. Then suddenly got this girl called HANA. She got asthma then she come out of hospital. When she come back, the teacher who like her alot and hate the Maria alot go ask her to go help the Maria to pretend that she veh gd. So that later she can be like oh she veh gd let such a troublemaker help so she looks like the even better person.

K, now the person who made it.

The prize for the only manga character able to piss me off so much that i'm so angry when i read the manga...
HANA.

YAYYYYY. SHE DID IT. I tell you she's a BITCH BITCHY BITCH. I HATE HERRRR. She is so pretentious and act cute. PLUS, she always have that fake smile. And when others say she no gd, WOW u should see the way the mangaka draw her expression is classic. SO MUCH THAT I CAN HATE HER. Usually I'm not so agitated when I see these sort of stuff but THIS IS SHIT.

I tell you I recommend this manga. Is romance and I think a gd life story cos it revolves a bit around bullying and the way the say stuff is really nice. :) Yay. I hope I got someone to talk to abt this hehe.

This is fun lol. :D

Hey. You guys should copy this and paste it on microsoft word and try. Is fun. I got this from my friend's blog.

  Cinderella:

[] One of your parents is dead

[x] You are expected to do a lot of chores

[] You love to dress up

[] You love animals

[x] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming

[x] Your mom is really strict

[] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you

[] You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes

[] You have left your shoes at a friend’s house before

[] You have blonde hair

Total: 4

Belle:

[] You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like

[] You’ve been lost in the forest

[x] You love to read

[x] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind

[x] One of your family members is a bit weird

[x] You have done volunteer work

[x] You have a wild imagination

[x] You love to take care of people in need

[] You’ve had guys like you only because they think you’re pretty

[] You’ve rejected at least one person when they’ve asked you out

Total: 6

Jasmine:

[] Your dad is very rich/important

[] You are very clever

[] You’ve been with someone way different from you

[x] You’re unique and different from everyone else

[x] You’d never marry someone just because they were rich

[] You have set a lot of goals for yourself

[] You don’t have a lot of friends

[x] You’re independent

[] You are wealthy

[x] Your parents try to control your life

Total: 4

Ariel:

[x] Your parents expect a lot from you

[x] You really try to follow the rules, but it’s hard for you

[x] You’re a bit of a trouble maker

[] You’re the youngest in your family or in the last 2

[] You have a lot of sisters

[x] You collect something

[x] You have/had long, hair

[x] You have/had a pet fish

[x] You’re extremely curious

[x] You believe everything people tell you/you’re a bit gullible

Total: 8

Snow White:

[] You know that you’re beautiful

[] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you

[] You’ve almost been killed

[x] You have at least seven good friends

[x] You’ve had food poisoning

[x] You have/had short hair

[x] You get along with almost everyone

[x] All of your friends are different

[x] You love to have a good time

[x] You’re happier when you’re out of the house than in

Total: 7

Mulan:

[x] You can be a tomboy sometimes.

[x] People wish you could be a bit more girly

[x] You’ve pretended to be someone you’re not

[] You’ve had a physical fight with someone

[x] You have/had considered running away from home

[x] Your parents try to plan your life out

[] A lot of your friends are boys

[x] You often find yourself in bad situations

[x] You feel like the world’s against you.

[] Your principles are more important to you than anything else.

Total: 7

Aurora:

[] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents

[] You almost died at a very young age

[x] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful

[x] You have a decent singing voice

[x] You like to sleep in late on the weekends

[] You spend most of your time outside

[] You’re adopted

[x] You’re very romantic

[] Pink is one of your favorite colours

[] You constantly sleep in.

Total: 4

Pocahontas:

[] You love to walk around and explore big cities

[x] You are more spiritual than religious

[] You’ve been in an interracial relationship

[x] One of your family members is dead

[x] Your parents are/were very protective of you

[] Someone you know has been in war

[x] You love nature

[x] You have/had black hair

[] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful

[] You’re very adventurous

Total: 5

Rapunzel:

[] You’re an orphaned child or have an evil step-mother

[x] You have many different hobbies to keep you busy

[x] You can get really bored

[] You have very long hair

[] Your hair is/was bright Blonde

[x] You’re an artsy person

[x] You’re childish

[x] You can’t wait to stop the same routine each day and start living. Yet the thought of leaving is scary.

[x] You care about others and their feelings

[x] You like to follow the rules. Sometimes you cannot for your own good and then you feel conflicted and worry about how your mother will react.

Total: 8

I'm either Ariel or Rapunzel haha. XD

THE 6 Care gathering

K, 6 Care is like the AWESOMEMEST CLASS in my life. We had a gathering on 1st December, was held at Aquarius so I could go. :) After seeing everyone's faces, I was so happy. The mood that 6 Care brings, the memories that we remember, the feelings that live on, everything returned that day. It was really nice... We were looking for places to go since the organiser couldn't book the function room. :/ Then we first went to the bb court. We were playing a card game called pig. Damn fun. At first is all girls then become guys joined in after they played basketball or captainball. Can't tell with the way they playing. -_- HAHAH. Only Gaga was playing with the girls. ^^ LOL. Then afterwards, when we were playing with the guys, the girls wanted to eat their ice creams but I already had mine so I didn't eat. Then, Gaga was so despo for me to have a drills showdown with the cyborg who miraculously ended up in NCC Sea. <-don't mind the sarcasm :D But end up I just show him one round of first aid. Then he was like you chanting what. LOLLL. Then previous noisy guy beside me was like I be i be. I was asking for girl casualty then you want. -_- Then nvm i use him then he was freaking out. End up I never touch him. :) Heng. Then we continued to the table tennis room and played murderer. I died twice so early. Epic. First time killed by previous noisy guy beside me then the cyborg. HAHAHA.
Then yet again we moved to a BBQ pit. Then the rest go play hide and seek. The seekers all so sad life, seek so long also cannot. Me, ms high and peacemaker all just walk one round can find 3 groups they didn't. Epic. >.< Then afterwards when 1 game finish, I had to go, so we took a photo and then I went back. It was the end. It'll be long before I get to see them. Too bad for me. I'm being played by fate. Anyways, this day will forever be etched in my memory, treasured.

My Fantasies :)

Actually I'm a person who likes to daydream alot. So whenever something nice is very unrealistic, I usually find it especially good. ^^ Like, I used to have a wish. Maybe its because I used to watch 2 shows related to this. One is Nodame Cantabille and another is La Corda D'oro.

Nodame Cantabile

La Corda D'oro
FYI: The person on the right hand bottom corner is a GUY LOL.

Kk, now what I was thinking of doing. All these shows involve schools that are for music. :) All the students have a flair for an instrument and they study music. So it means that all different type of instruments like the piano, trumpet, violin, flute, cello, etc... Then, if you think about it. When you are surrounded by people or things that you like, you will be happy yeah? So, my fantasy for this is: Being in a music school. Doncha think its great? :D I mean, if everyday you go to school and you hear nice music (unlike my school so noisy, even the music so bad) and people that all so zai and interested in music, it would be so nice. ^^ It will also be easier to make friends cause you'll have similar interest. Just imagine. :) Unless you hate music you can stop. This is also why I originally wanted to join SOTA, but my mother say the aggregate not good so don't go. :/ Aiya... But it was one of my wishes. Hehe.

Continuing... =)

Now is another favourite of mine. :D
FAIRYTAILLL!!!


ITS AWESOME K????
Now I will introduce the characters. ^^ I like most of them so I'll list the most popular and my favs.

NATSU DRAGNEEL

He is one of the main characters. The story revolves mostly about how he grows and develops and he usually saves the days through some crazy and strong power. Natsu was raised by Igneel, the fire dragon. He uses a lost magic (some kind of magic that is like lost and only some people know. Considered as something like an ancient art but is magic instead.) known as fire dragon slayer magic. He has a bubbly and carefree personality but he is serious when he is needed to. And is like super cool. ^^  He has a rivalry with Gray and he and Happy like to enter Lucy's apartment without her permission.

LUCY HEARTFILIA

She is like a SUPER rich heiress but because she had a bad relationship with her father, she decided to fend for herself. She is a celestial mage. She uses magic by using keys that bring out celestial spirits that help her finish her jobs. She is very caring and concerned for her spirits, unlike some others. She has almost all the 12 zodiac golden keys that are very rare, as they are the only 12 in the world. They are also very powerful. She currently has: Aquarius, Cancer, Leo, Sagittarius, Aries, Taurus, Capricorn, Virgo, Gemini and Scorpio. (missing 2) She has the rare ability to summon more than one spirit at once.

ERZA SCARLET

She was once a prisoner of the Tower of Heaven, an evil place. However due to a series of events she was freed. She uses requip magic, allowing her to wear different suits and armor to boost a certain aspect she needs such as power. She is a S-class mage, allowing her to take on more difficult tasks. She is a very firm woman who is deeply respected in the guild. She is also feared. She tends to bring A LOT of luggage whenever she travels.

GRAY FULLBUSTER

Gray is an ice maker mage. He has the habit of unconsciously removing his clothes as he was once trained by his teacher Ur who taught them to endure the cold. So now he does that because of his training. He has a grudge on Deliora who killed Ur and his parents. He has a rivalry with Natsu and has been in the guild for a long time. He also tends to have a habit ,similar to Natsu and Happy, entering Lucy's apartment without her permission.

HAPPY

HE'S A FLYING CAT~~~~~~~ He is an exeed. He was once thought to be a dragon until he was born. He was under the care of lisanna and natsu when he was in an egg. But afterwards, Natsu took care of him. He loves fish a lot. He can carry only one person for a limited amount of while flying. Happy likes to tease Lucy as he likes her reaction.

Here are some other ppl who I really don't have time to list and write out their summarys.

JUVIA LOCKSER

HAS A SUPER CRUSH ON GRAY

MIRAJANE


ELFMAN
 

CANA ALBERONA


LAXUS


GAJEEL


LEVY MCGARDEN



ENJOY KTHXBAI :D

This just excites me. :)

K. I'm kind of like a person who like romance. I think its damn awesome. Love is awesome.
Today my CCA had farewell for the leaving NCOs. Very sad. But I shall only elaborate on one part that I felt was classic and damn awesome. XD Its the Pocky Game: Version Potato Chips.
Fine if you still dunno what's the pocky game, its...

The game is played noramlly by a boy and girl. One end of the pocky stick goes to each person. You continuously bite towards the middle and the person who lets go first loses. But in the potato chip game, it is just to bite the remaining of the potato chip that is not in the other person's mouth.
Then today the 4 people who kena is: CM and WJ, LB and J. Names are kept confidential. Sorry. XP K, I shall only elaborate on CM and WJ cos theirs was more interesting. ^^ It was like, CM was the one who put the potato chip in the mouth and WJ bite out of hers. Then, I not sure issit like very long ago already or because of their performance where WJ ends up with letisha (CM) then like that so yeah... Then he was so hesitant then damn epic. CM looked so LET'S GET THIS OVER WITH then KW IC was like, WJ 快点 CM 等不及了。DAMN FUNNY. K then this is the part i like. Before he went forward, he was like, sorry ah (really apologetic) then go but when everyone woooooahhhh then he back up again. I felt like that moment was so charming and nice. :) K maybe its just me but yeah. It was awesome. I also like the ice cream stick game but if only can be more daring. :/ HAHAHA. K byeeee. Nights. I not well. -_- Sigh...

Next up *drum roll*

DREAM HIGH
Dream High is awesome. The people are awesome too. ^^ Apparently, many of them are from kpop groups. I shall list out all characters. One word of advice: WATCH IT WAHAHAHA.

Ok, it will be in the format:
Name of character in show/ Real name
Summary on character
Sad life thing abt character
Awesome stuff abt character.

Go Hye Mi / Suzy

At first she was a snotty girl. She thought she was the best until her father abandoned her and her sister. Then after the period of life at Dream High, her attitude and everything took a 360 degree turn. She learned to correct her attitude and behaviour. She became a star in the end. In the start of the series she likes Hyun Shi then in the end, she likes Sam Dong.
Sad life thing about her is that she had already lost her mother. She also lost everything she had because of her father. She had to go through a lot of hardships to learn her mistakes. She had always thought she was always right.
She is great at vocals. Though type of opera voice. She has a strong character and is not easily beaten and she tries her best.

Song Sam Dong / Kim Soo Hyun

He was named after his village. He was "lured" to Seoul by Hye Mi who was in a desperate attempt to bring him there so that she could enter Dream High. He develops from a happy-go-lucky person to a more solemn and calm person. In the middle of the series, he contracts a disease that causes him to gradually lose his hearing. He also suffers from a condition called Tinnitus that temporarily makes him unable to hear anything. He ends up as a superstar by the name of K that is of such a high standard that he could attend the grammy awards. Since the start of the series, he has always like Hye Mi.

Jin Gook, Shi Hyuk / Taecyeon

He has pretty much a sad life. -_- He is an illegimate child of his father, a politician. Thus he was required to live a low profile life. He tries very hard to make things easier for his father but his father does not acknowledge his efforts. He is pretty good at dancing and can rap pretty well. He was once a member of the K group.

Baek Hee / Eun Jung

She used to not look like the first picture. :) It was a more innocent look like:

This was when she was best friends with Hye Mi. She adores her like an idol. She even copies whatever Hye Mi does. She was called "Hye Mi's slipper". Mean right. :( But yeah. Then after the audition, she found out she was betrayed by Hye Mi so she decided to stop befriending Hye Mi. She started to do bad and underhanded things but towards the end she learnt her mistakes and stopped them. :)
She has also a VERY sad life. She was sexually abused by the president of the company she worked for. She also seems to not be able to shine brightly. She also doesn't receive her mother's support for her love for music and the stage. She is an all-rounder and she works EXTREMELY EXTREMELY HARD. Hardworking gal. :D Good for her.

Jason / Woo Young


He is like a genius. He can sing and dance and was number 1 in position for the kirin arts school audition. All rounder. :P He is from america and thus can speak english. He is very polite, believing in things like ladies first, opening the door for others and such. He was just friends with Pil Suk. But after she slimmed down, he started to be attracted towards her and eventually their love was mutual. He and Pil Suk seem to be in a relationship but it has not been openly or directly said.

Kim Pil Suk / IU


K, she started out as even fatter than the first picture but she slimmed down to reach the first picture then finally the second picture. She has such determination and I admire her. ^^  She plays the innocent girl role. She was accepted into Kirin Art School despite her figure because of her outstanding voice. It sounds very sweet. She has always been in love with Jason and eventually won his heart. At first she had given up as she realised his actions were of pure politeness but he eventually managed to convey his true feelings and yeahhhh. :D So the end yay.

K, look foward to my next interesting stuff. Sorry this took so long cos i was like trying so hard to write. >.< ENJOYYY :DDDD

Epic ^^

Haha. K this is a short post abt something super epic during cca today. ;) In CCA, we're supposed to run and cannot walk whenever we go anywhere. So like even 5 steps also must run. Then today, we from DNT to the heritage place we run but reaching we walk. Then the NCOs ask us run to DNT and come back in 30 seconds. So we chiong coz no time. Then I reach already and she count until left 17 seconds so i shout RUN BACK GO BACK! Then the sqd 3 hear already (they just went there as well) thought they had to go although i shoutin to my sqd. Then all the sqd 2 got no idea they behind us until we saw the NCOs laugh. Then Brian was so shocked and was like chey. Lol. Wow we chiong like siao. Then today i do case with junel, wisia and kimberly coz jung an not there. They damn zai. Through that experience i can tell the big difference in tecnique, speed, volume and co ordination. Their SNS oso very gd. Thumbs up. :) NC4 must also jiayou and surpass them!!! ^•^

Something more interesting for once. ;)

OK. I know most of my posts are just me ranting. So now for something more interesting! ;) *clapclap* LOL. Kk, as my name says, I LOVE BLEACH OMG.
Not:

But:
 BLEACH YEAH YEAH YEAH
Bleach is awesome. ^^ But recently its been a bit draggy. -_- Sad... But the art for bleach is unique and very nice. :) Only the anime the drawing is kinda inconsistent so not so nice. But even the start of the manga where the drawing is kinda weird and new to the mangaka, it still has its own special feel that i like. Its a very pleasing feeling. I likeeee~ I like quite a few characters. I shall list a few i don't like:
Inoue Orihime
->->
All she is a pretty face. Bimb*. She no use one. Only know how ta "Kurosaki!!" this and that. No use lah woman. On top is her evolution. XD BTW, her power is useless too.
Kurotsuchi Mayuri:

He is a cruel jerk. He is a mad scientist. His ways make me sick. First look and u r like, woah weirdo with a weird sense of fashion. Ewwww...
Ririn, Kurodo and Noba

OMG. MOST REDUNDANT AND RETARDED CHARACTERS EVA. They not even in the original. They in the end keep appearing. And whenever they enter a fight, the STUPID enemy will be like shocked then after that all of them will be knocked unconscious coz of their stupidity. -_- I HATE THEM THE MOST.
Yeah, that's it.
HAHAHA. I shall continue doing this for the rest of the anime/manga. Look out for the next ones. ^^ NOWWWWW, FOR THE PICS OF THOSE I LIKEEE!







That's all! If i remember anymore i will put them up! ^^

Hey

Ok. This is kinda late but this is abt fri.
On fri, we had to wear full u again. Not fun i found out. Then it was the standard cca. During changing parade, I accidentally without knowingly dropped my beret. Then end up hafta do punishment. Really sorry guys. >_< Then after, I was so surprised when they said is HP games. My HP is not erricker if i'm not wrong. It consists of me, Junel, Yan Ying and Jian Rong. Then the NCO of our HP is Wayne IC. Haha. Then we were playing games.
The first place we went was the station where we supposed to place something like AEIOU. Then pass the biscuit then they hafta finish it. We won in the end. ^^
Then the second place we went is new parade square and we play dof and bone. I think we lost. They keep saying Julio 吃Junel 的豆腐. So epic.
Then third place is the eat a apple out of a seriously dirty pail with water station. The pail and the water was disgusting. We had to eat the apple out of the water. THE STUPID APPLE KEPT BOBBING UP AND DOWN. So difficult to eat. End up both teams couldn't so the station IC, Wen Lin IC say just take it out and finish it. The other team all dun want eat. Wisia say she allergic to apple. LOL. Then our team eat fast fast then fin and win again. :D
Then changing parade again. Then the F-ING SCHOOL IS RETARDED. They ask all sec 1 and 2 to go to tower hall at 12 WHEN WE WERE SUPPOSED TO GO HOME. OK, ALL GONNA BE IN CAPS NOW. I GOT SCOLDED FOR NO FREAKING REASON CAUSE I COME OUT LATE. I THOUGHT MY CCA WILL BE LATE SO I TELL MY MUM 12.10. THEN THE RETARDED F-ING SCHOOL COME TELL ME THAT, OH YOU NEEDA GO FOR SOME STUPID IMPORTANT THING. CAN'T YOU TELL US ON THE POST EXAM ACTIVITY DAY SINCE YOU WERE SIMPLY WASTING OUR DAYS?? HUHHH?!!!! SHIT U F ASS PPL. GO DIE LAH. I GOT SCOLDED FOR NOTHING. MY CCA GOT SCOLDED FOR NOTHING. CAUSE OF U FFFFFFFF-INGLY STUPID RETARDED MORONS UNDER ONE GREATER ONE. U THINK EVERYBODY MUST FOLLOW UR TIMETABLE HUH? UR STUPID NO PLANNING ATTITUDE SUCKS BALLS OK? U THINK WE ALL SO DAMN FREE TO WAIT FOR U LAST MIN TELL US. THEN INTERUPT US? MAKE PARENTS WAIT OUTSIDE FOR NOTHING? MAKE EVERYONE RUSH FROM THEIR CCA? NO TIME CHANGE. VERY FUN ISSIT? I GIVE YOU SOMETHING MORE FUN, I PON IT. I DUN FREAKING GIVE A F-ING DAMN. U BASTARDS AND BITCHES FROM THE A**HOLE SCHOOL, DESERVE THIS SCOLDING. THIS IS NOT TOO FAR CAUSE THIS IS NOT THE FIRST TIME. GO REFLECT ON THIS IF YOU READ THIS. NO USE SCOLDING ME, COZ MY PARENTS WILL GIVE YOU THE SAME THING. OK? A**HOLES.

Haizz

Hey. Ok, I'm not bragging or anything, my class position is 5/39, and school is 30 out of i dun noe how many. Most people will be like so good or something, but my parents aren't. It was like, when I first told them, they were like oh k. Nothing else. Then today, when I got the results, the percentile of my chinese and maths was 50+ that mean is like only the middle of the level. But my english and lit is 99.2 and 99.5 respectively leh. History and science oso not bad. Then they were like close their eyes to the rest and only see the maths and chinese. So you want me to score best for everything lah? Logical thinking. I tell you, they will not be pleased until i get first for everything. Including school and class position. And my brother who has never gotten in the top 100 can slack for all he wants. Now is his exams and he is like watching tv and 3/4 of the time he is not studying. And me who fried my brains is the same. Wat the heck? THIS IS CRAP AND I'M NOT HAPPY.

Screwed up CCA

heyy. Well, yesterday was quite screwed. :(
Hey, but art was damn fun for once. :D We had to make a background for our artwork. Guess what? We were using spray paint. ^_^ Damn awesome lor. At first I very scared coz i scared make my stupid WHITE skirt dirty, so I didn't wanna do it. Then I see the way yongshen and jingda do it (k, know it sounds wrong -_-) , i got so scared, so i just took off my skirt with zhangnian and we went there. Then at first they wanna do lollipop, but then i decided that lollipop very difficult, the planning oso so i say do spiral. Then jingda was like, then you do. So i took the spray paint to start. Then I do halfway, yewteck was like, "Wow, potential loan shark." Then we were doing halfway then aihui came. Then we continue doing, but now with aihui ^^. Then yew teck was like, "Wow, now is one loan shark and another potential loan shark." LOL lah. Then after ours done, it was SS group's turn. Then jinsong was all like, "Oi, do properly, or siying will kill us." Then I was laughing my head off. Then SS siao one, the paper white, then he wanna spray white first. -_- Pls, what is there to spray??  Then they seriously no plan, anyhow spray. They also have super bad colour sense. Is like one place all green, another place all blue. OMG ended up somewhat gray. Seriously, too bad. Got scolded by Mdm Zee. Zhangnian and me zao. Haha. :D
Then cca. At first, most of us were quite excited about our first time wearing uniform, but it turned out terrible. Ok, starting from the beginning. Before CCA we had like 1 hour to prepare and eat. I really dun understand why everybody no time to eat or what. -_- Siying i understand coz she was chionging art then she chiong the rest like eating and changing in half an hour. I was eating then i finish at around 2.30 like that. Then I go back to class and took my u parts to change. I change only my uniform and not my boots and i oso never tie my hair. Actually, we were not supposed to do that. We were supposed to change into full attire before coming out. Then, i not sure why, i saw kimberly in the toilet, but she didn't tell me. Siying oso never wear full attire come out and was spotted by the NCOs but they never say. No offence ah but siying is all talk and no action. She just keep standing there and ehhh no time liao how?? Can't make it. Then I tell her hurry she say she can't work under stress. -.- Then she dun noe how to tie bun dun earlier say, then i can help her. But when i tried i couldn't. Jung An had to help her. But i overall feel that the sqd 3 already helped us loads. They sacrifice their own time to help polish our boots and to check our attire. But maybe the attire was a bit not well checked, at least they tried. But the NCOs were like quite angry that day. During changing parade, they caught us dropping alotta stuff.  Like belt buckles, u cover, belt, hair net. Our berets were even mixed up. Wow we gan chiong like crazy. Then somemore, my hanger suddenly sok liao. Cannot clip on. Then we so ji dong until my u cover tear. eee T.T It was so screwed. Then that day we anywhere oso can pump. We pump at parade square and the place in between classroom and concouse there as well. My knees end up scratched. Then bcas we were doing something called "suicide" (<-not sure of name). Normally, it would be ok, but we had to stay in ranger's position while one person runs. Then we hafta run 6 times. My knee the joint now like very pain. Sometimes it is like when move it has a sharp pain, like the joint is in the wrong position. Stretch is damn pain. I think is the joint in wrong position leh. Needa stretch until goes back. But I tink it will take quite a while.
Well, tmr going walkathon. Hope it doesn't break further. Bye...

CCA and the counsellor

Well, today I went to the counsellor after another wasted day. I went with qianhui, zhangnian and foowen. We were actuaaly supposed to go with koko but we could not find her. :( So went in and saw him. He still had that gay voice. -_- At the start, I was still ok when i was talking. Then up to one point, i could not bear it already and tears just poured out. Seriously, just like waterfall. Then I was actually very glad i didnt go alone coz it would be damn awkward and when i cried, qianhui, zhangnian and foowen all comfort me. I was very touched. :) Thanks guys.
THEN, cca. First thing that i heard was: Hey, need to do casualty report and side report. Then I was like: WAT THE SHIT IS THAT. Then i panic, cram my brains. Then we go do foot drill. So long never do liao. :D But, I cannot hear command. -_- So soft that I seriously have to strain my ears. Then we do case. The first case was like screwed coz we were doing road traffic accident. Then afterwards, we kena pump 15. But heard wrong then we continue until 22 until IC ask, why u pump so much for? LOL. Usually I would die from these sort of pumping coz i very weak, but then recently i got prac do 20 at night. Then today quite ok leh. :) Hehe, hard work pays off. But right, if add up everything, I think my team did around 100+. My no. 3 and 4 pump more than me coz their instructor 很厉害pump的. HAHAHA. Then, I almost solo everything today lor. My no. 1 keep break free then i chiong the casualty report and talk to him/her at the same time AND do diagnosis+treatment. Wow sian lor. But i so tired today, my hand like gonna break liao. Legs still not so bad.  But my knees all swollen and red, coz we knock it down is like just DROP on the floor and it always hit damn hard. Then we must do damn fast so end up like this. But today cca still very shiok coz damn long never do liao. :DD

A little something I have to say...

Hey. :) Although I really don't think anyone from my CCA will some here but... I just wanna say some stuff that i really mean from the bottom of my heart. Two things, one to all squadmates and one to my team.
To my squadmates:
Hi. I really apologise to you guys. I am always unable to attend stuff or my parents simply don't allow and thus have to make you guys do extra work or suffer alone. Such as that time when lee bin had to help me collect my uniform parts or the times when i had to go while you guys do punishment yourselves. I really hope you don't hate me for this but if you do, i don't blame you and i feel that you should continue cause i really deserve it. Furthermore, other than apologising, i reallt thank you guys too. When i'm not around, you would inform me and help me. Thank you for that. I really hope i can continue to be in the same CCA as you guys for the 4 years and i hope my situation can gradually improve so as not to trouble you guys.
To my team:
Hi guys, your no. 2 here. Honestly speaking, I don't really think that I can continue to be your no. 2. IC also say before that if my situation persists and does not improve, thus affecting our trainings, I would have to say goodbye to my number. I'm sure it would be a good chance for you guys and i won't hate you nor dislike you for it. I have already did some mental preparation but its always easier said than done. I know how you guys always go for extra practises and I think that i really should attend since you guys are practising especially since i'm going to go for comp. with you guys. But i am always unable to make it there. I just have the feeling, I STRESS JUST A FEELING, that many of you think that i'm not suitable to be my number, cause ppl have told me that i would be the number 5 (no offence intended to the people who said so) and that the rest are better. Truthfully, I expected number 5 too. Especially since IC told me that because of my po so yeah... I'm really sorry for holding you guys back, really sorry for all the mistakes i've done, really sorry for the trouble i have caused, really sorry for all that i've done. I hope that even if i'm no longer your no. 2, you guys can still do your best and sweep in competition too.
Sincerly,
Sherlyn

Mini Olympics...

Heya. Today's mini olympics should be renamed as "Slack all day if you no event day". LOL
SERIOUSLY. If you did not go and watch the match, you would be sslacking in class doing nothing for at least 4 hours. Then is like the whole day recess and slacking. Coz if you got no event, YOUR TEACHER AND ALL SC WON'T GIVE A DAMN. :D FREEDOM. LOL.
When the day started, as usual we had assembly. Then we went for this survey that we take every term issit? Or semester? I forgot liao. Haha. Then we went back to class to slack. But when me, qianhui and huiping came backwe realised all the guys gone. Then we were like, let's go to watch as well. Then huiping say wanna stay in class, so me and qianhui went ourselves. Then when we went there, we saw koko and aihui and nicol. Then we sit with them. Then qianhui was like "hey lets go sit with zhangnian." Then we migrated and joined sheryl and zhangnian. I think they came to support their senior. :) Then afterwards, we left to see the basketball match. Was so dead man. -.- The basketball people only so little. The spectators also all so dead. The captain ball and soccer so many people lor. The soccer although only got like 6 people (?) playing at one time. BUT, the entire place was swarmed with guys watching the match. Then we sian so we go back up. Then we went back to the basketball place. Played the index no. game. EPIC. Then we sian again so we go back class. Then we play concentration and the index no. game together. :) So fun. Then recess came, although i think the whole day also can go. LOL. But anyway, after that, we were just sianing again. With all the kpop ppl pissed talking abt some problems. I shall not specify coz i also not very sure. haha. Then we actually can go home, but then we stay back to clean classroom. THE CLASSROOM GOT COCKROACH FOR THE 3RD TIME EEEWW. Caleen was like walkng then she suddenly screamed "cockroach!!!" Everyone stared at where she was. Only qianhui blur blur still look up WHEN THE COCKROACH IS ON THE FLOOR ( on the floor~~) say "Where where?" OMG, she almost stepped it. Then she used her skills (lol) to sweep it out of the class. Then she was like " Call Chong Han come" Then I went canteen to find him. He just take a tissue and scoop it up. 0_0 Then is like the cockroach just auto onto the tissue. Then he threw it away. Day saved by Chong Han. THANKS AHAHA. LOL.
So it was a very boring day, but still quite fun lah. LOL. AHAHA. I think our class got cockroach egg sack. Inside the back door at the right hand corner. I was saying that if you hit the door, I think everything will just come out. OMG that would be so gg.

Alone

Exams are over but I dont feel very happy and i feel lonely. I cant go out and I'm stuck at home. There is nothing to do. I was supposed to watch tv but my parents are now dominating it. Then when I look at my computer...I also have nothing to do. 0_0 I was yet again unable to go for a cca thing. I think i shall start listing stuff that I cannot do or was rejected down...
Enjoy your lives people.

Sadness of life

Hi peeps. Ok if anyone's there but wateva.
Today feeling unusually down. AND PISSED. All my stuff are ruined. I wanted to study damn hard for maths, but my brain keeps drifting off, then when i try, my brain is dead. Then, I was supposed to go back to RSS tmr. But it ended up as no one was coming with me. Both going out with friends. A person (if you know don't be offended but this is my true feelings) told me: Don't think everyone as free as you. Its not that I'm very free and I don't wanna do anything else but coop myself at home even though its the last day of exams, its the fact that I can't. My parents are never gonna let me step foot of the house on an outing forever until i grow up to be an adult i guess. But seriously, I have never been on an outing with my friends nor walk home with any of them. And the worst is that both of the people who I was supposed to go with didn't bother to tell me that they weren't going until asked. What if I had to be alone the next day? I know this is selfish but seriously, if it were me, i would've told the person i agreed to go with first.
Most of the times when I go home (I go by the front gate), I would walk out with my friends towards the bus stop. When I'm at the bus stop I stop my footsteps then they would look a little surprised before saying: Oh bye. Cya. I look at them with envy as they walk with "freedom". Some of them find it a bother but by walking home yourself, you don't have to worry about people waiting for you and the nagging they give. My parents for one love to complain alot. OK, I think it is alright for them to complain because it is true waiting is not fun. But they keep blaming me for it. Its the cca or teacher's fault ok? So when i say is the cca ppl let me off late, then they complain why i cannot 自动。Then when I say cannot wear watch, they say I should tell them. But even if I do, sometimes they forget and don't let us off on time. Then they tell me to change cca, or better don't have a cca. I need a cca ok. In your wonderful world I know everyone listens to you and you have things your way but it isn't like that. I have been living in your idealistic world for 13 years and I know its because you care but why don't you spare a thought for me. The biggest problem is that, even if they put themselves in my shoes, their way of thinking will not change and their rules and idealistic ways will still kick in, making them feel superior and always right. Then they love to say, last time you very guai always listen to us now you like to rebel. Please, when i don't have a mind of my own i listen cause i dun noe. Now I can think for myself then you claim i rebel. So should I brainwash myself to listen to you so you will be pleased? So I should just go out and work like you said. Saves myself all the trouble.
The next problem will be saying that I stay out to work to long.  When will I be free...?

Damn

Hi ppl. :) ok there's no one here but anyways...
Yesterday's geog was still so so... BUT TODAY'S HISTORY SUCKED. I mean, NO ONE COULD REMEMBER ANYTHING UNLESS U R SOME GENIUS. Everyone was so pissed. QH even tore her tb and cut herself. Then when I sms her she was practically snapping the entire time. Felt so hurt. ;( Well life and exams suck wat can u expect from it? I miss cca.
But my mum keep telling me to quit sjab and abandon my number. My father also support. EVEN MY AUNT SUPPORTS WAT CRAP. Then when i tell them is for CCA points, THEY DUN FREAKING BELIEVE. Do i have to invite the moe to come over and talk to u before u belive me? Then say wat," Academic can liao." Ok, so i get this 7 marks then thats it while some other person who also gets 7 marks but -2 for CIP and -2 for CCA wins me. This is shit. I mean, my JC is at stake. They also see ur cca acievements and position AND attitude. So dun need care correct? YEA I TOTALLY AGREE AND IM BEING SARCASTIC FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T TELL. TSK, IM SO GONNA SEE THE COUNCILOR AFTER EOY.

Shitty science period

K. Let me the first one to say Ms Lim did nothing wrong. It was the class.
Ms Lim was like so despo to keep the boys quiet, and that day, most of the girls were not helping either.
Guys: Throwing stuff around, laughing, playing and etc.
Girls: Some laughing at teacher though she trying to teach.
Some others talking an laughing loudly too.
Seriously, there were only a handful of ppl listening.
Another prob, that day although there was only 1 period of science, she took the 2 other art periods coz z bai never come. Then we had a marathon of 2 hours and 15 min of science. But bcas the class dun even give a damn abt her, ms lim finally said,"If u really want, I explain this question finish already then i call Mr Edwin come." She was so sad when she said that u noe? Then the boys were rejoicing abt it and some girls oso show their support. I mean, its the exam period wif 5 days to spare and she is trying her best and u dun listen? Wats this shit? Huh? Then during lesson, I said the guys were throwing things rite? Well, SS threw this paper thing that was quite hard at me by accident. Although is accident, I got so pissed. Then for some reason i really felt like crying. 0.0 then i told qianhui that i tink i caught her anyhow cry syndrome then she laugh -_-. LOL

Woah PMSes

Today. Practically EVERY teacher PMS.
Mrs N: Yell at the boys and seriously pissed. 0.0
Mrs K: Yell at every student that never complete the worksheet.
Mrs Thanks: Got quite fierce and unhappy compared to her usual sok self. But she still came from jail. :D
Mr Z: Although a guy, he oso pissed. Today we doing the online stuff, and i being honest, tried my best, but bcas we ren zhen zuo so slower then he not happy. Make many ppl late for geog. Then he today xin qing very bad. -_-
Mrs C:  Today quite sok. TADA. LOL
So today was screwed. Yeah. Piss me off too. Our class boys are taking it too far. They are worse than worst already. They not even thinking about those that are studying lor. Then all the teachers also don't care. Then they just continue their crazy acts. ):( Very wat. I shall not specify who are what. As for the teachers, have fun guessing.
HAPPY BD QIAN HUI!!!