Hey. :) Although I really don't think anyone from my CCA will some here but... I just wanna say some stuff that i really mean from the bottom of my heart. Two things, one to all squadmates and one to my team.
To my squadmates:
Hi. I really apologise to you guys. I am always unable to attend stuff or my parents simply don't allow and thus have to make you guys do extra work or suffer alone. Such as that time when lee bin had to help me collect my uniform parts or the times when i had to go while you guys do punishment yourselves. I really hope you don't hate me for this but if you do, i don't blame you and i feel that you should continue cause i really deserve it. Furthermore, other than apologising, i reallt thank you guys too. When i'm not around, you would inform me and help me. Thank you for that. I really hope i can continue to be in the same CCA as you guys for the 4 years and i hope my situation can gradually improve so as not to trouble you guys.
To my team:
Hi guys, your no. 2 here. Honestly speaking, I don't really think that I can continue to be your no. 2. IC also say before that if my situation persists and does not improve, thus affecting our trainings, I would have to say goodbye to my number. I'm sure it would be a good chance for you guys and i won't hate you nor dislike you for it. I have already did some mental preparation but its always easier said than done. I know how you guys always go for extra practises and I think that i really should attend since you guys are practising especially since i'm going to go for comp. with you guys. But i am always unable to make it there. I just have the feeling, I STRESS JUST A FEELING, that many of you think that i'm not suitable to be my number, cause ppl have told me that i would be the number 5 (no offence intended to the people who said so) and that the rest are better. Truthfully, I expected number 5 too. Especially since IC told me that because of my po so yeah... I'm really sorry for holding you guys back, really sorry for all the mistakes i've done, really sorry for the trouble i have caused, really sorry for all that i've done. I hope that even if i'm no longer your no. 2, you guys can still do your best and sweep in competition too.
Sincerly,
Sherlyn
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